I hate laying in bed at night and thinking about all the things you should write down but you’re too tired to get up and find your journal so you fall asleep. Then you wake up and forget all the amazing thoughts you had the night before. UGH.
I’m not necessarily talking about when you hit your funny bone or bust your ass while walking across the icy drive way, but feeling wise too. Why do people look back on things that once hurt them and laugh?
Maybe it’s because laughing about it covers up the hurt.
I understand that a lot of people know how to take care of themselves but even the strongest person has their breaking point. It’s always nice to have someone there who can help pick you up.
I hate when people talk about my family. I hate when people judge and point fingers at us. I know we’re a little screwed up. We’re unstable, weird, different, and somewhat emotional. We can’t ever make up our minds. We always pick the bad guys. We are almost always late. On some nights, we’d rather spend the ten minutes driving up to a fast food place than cooking/eating together as a family. People can say whatever they want but none of them will ever know exactly what we’re all about. We are US and at least we’ve stuck together through everything.
No matter what I do, my heart is filled with you.
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed ‘cause you broke all your promises. And now you’re back; you don’t get to get me back.
and he makes me feel alive inside
Sometimes we can’t always have things we really work hard for. Life has no guarantees and it will bite you in the ass if you try and think of that. Life is a bitch and we live and learn from it…